我明显的感觉到，他们永远的离开了。

I had the distinct impression that they were gone forever.

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感觉到快要离开了，也许这次他们是永远的离开了。

The felling arrived to soon leave, perhaps this time they is forever of leave.

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而当我23岁那年，母亲在十月因身患炎性乳腺癌而永远的离开了我。

The year I turned 23, it was the month I lost my mother to inflammatory breast cancer.

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