但当大海平静下来，让我在暴风雨中喘口气的时候，我感到了一种强烈的快乐，那是在陆地上从未有过的。

But when the ocean gives you a break from storm and tempest, I find a more fundamental kind of happiness than any on land.

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在那里我自然被驱使回到我自己，我学习到只要我没有确定的生活目标。那么我就会像世界上其他人一样，如同大海中的一艘船在暴风雨中被抛上抛下。

There I was naturally driven within myself, and I learned that as long as I had no definite goal or purpose in life, I was, like the rest of mankind, tossed about as a ship on a stormy sea.

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