“无语状态”始于去年，之后便会阶段性的发生。

"Silent state" started last year, and then it would happen in stages.

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每当“无语状态”来临时，我是安静而痛苦也是宁静而惬意的。

Whenever the "silent status" arrived, I was calm and quiet and suffering is happening.

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“无语状态”的附加反应还会让我长时间的发呆，随时随地地发呆，脑子里一片空白，眼前一片空白。

"Silent state" of additional response time, I will let the trance, anywhere to trance, a blank mind, in front of a blank.

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