他们认为我不快乐，我只是说着笑着或用吃东西来掩饰我的痛苦，甚至在我觉得快乐时的高兴时刻我也感觉得到他们直盯盯的搜索的眼神。
They fancied that I was unhappy, and that I only talked, laughed, and ate to conceal my sufferings, and even at cheerful moments when I felt happy I was aware of their searching eyes fixed upon me.
第一天我还是很想吃东西，就像杰克说的那样，我想应该是我的身体，心智，还有情绪体上面，在适应过程中会有的状况，就如同身体吃食物的过程般调整在自然状态。
The first day I still wanted food. Like Jackie was saying I figured there would be some adjustment for my body, mind and emotions to accept this as a way to take food into the body.
男孩哭得撕心裂肺，告诉我说，我跟他说 话那时，他两天没吃东西了，饿得要死。
The boy, who was crying as if his heart would break, said, when I spoke to him, that he was very hungry, because he had had no food for two days.
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