假如我是为了爱你而来的，假如我还在爱着你，我就不会像我现在这样讨厌自己，恨自己的软弱了！

If I had gone for love o 'you, if I had ever sincerely loved you, if I loved you still, I should not so loathe and hate myself for my weakness as I do now!

youdao

如果你现在讨厌我，也许过一会会改变看法，你可以随便改变看法。

If you hate me now, you probably won't like me later, so feel free to unsubscribe and never return.

youdao

你只看到你的痛苦而不想别的。 而现在，我在午夜里哭泣也因为这些同样令人讨厌的事情。

You never thought of anyone else, you just saw your pain. And now I cry in the middle of the night for the same damn thing.

youdao