因为什么事我都是焦点，我讨厌这样。

Because everything just focuses in on me and I hate it.

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我想有自己的一个小岛；我想要环游世界不需要任何提前的预约；我想把这些都提供给我的家人和朋友，这样他们也无需做他们讨厌的事了。

I want to own an island, travel the world with no reservations, and provide for family and friends so they do not have to do something they hate.

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我讨厌因为某件事还没做的事而产生的负罪感。

I hated feeling the guilt for something we hadn't even done yet.

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