即时它摧毁了我的家，但现在十分我喜欢我糟糕的生活，当我不能使其他人确信是我发现它是欢闹的。

But I love my awful life so much right now, that I find it hilarious when I am unable to convince anyone else of it.

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在不久之前，我的日常生活是在一种非常糟糕的情形之下。

Not long ago, my daily life was in really bad shape.

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他说“对我来说最糟糕的事情可能就是我必须为了我后面的生活去找个工作。”

The worst that can happen to me is that I have to take a small job to get by.

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And so even if, you might say, the way my life is going in terms of its contents is bad, being alive per se might still be a good thing.

所以，就算，我的生活内容方面非常糟糕，活着本身也许仍然是件好事。

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