我的生活一片混乱。

I am living in total chaos.

youdao

1995年，上一次我生活在俄罗斯的时候，那里真是一片混乱——高犯罪率和克林姆林宫里独断专行的叶利钦。

By 1995, the last time I lived there, Russia had disintegrated into a rudderless mess, defined most by a bestial crime rate and Boris Yeltsin's kleptocracy in the Kremlin.

youdao

台前我是满脸笑容，幕后呢，我的生活却是一片混乱。

I'd put on a happy face, but behind the scenes, my life was in turmoil.

youdao