那么—“我在我生存停止后依然活着？”

So — "might I still be alive after I've stopped living?"

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寄宿生活教会我自信、独立、如何生存和竞争。

Boarding taught me confidence, independence, how to survive and compete.

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我要怎么继续生存？

How do I ever survive?

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He says: It had only been through books, at best no more than vicarious cultural transfusions, that I had managed to keep myself alive in a negatively vital way.

并加以思索，他说，：,“唯有通过读书，这种让文化在我心中产生共鸣的方式,才能维系我生存的勇气。

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Thank you. I just feel like in the situation that desperate, you have to do what you have to do to survive.

谢谢，我只是认为,在那样的绝境下，为了生存，你不得不那样做。

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If you can feel the force of that thought, then you're seeing how the question Will I survive?

如果你能感觉到这想法的力量，那你就能明白我是否依然生存这个问题？

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