我真的已经很努力地去为这段感情付出，我知道我有很多地方做得不够好，但我真的很努力地去尝试着改变我自己。

I really already very hard to pay for this relationship, I know I have a lot of places do well, but I really hard to try to change myself.

youdao

我…我试着改变自己。

I... I'm trying to change.

youdao

就在今天我将非常惬意，我将看到我自己，合适服饰，低声的说话，礼貌的表演，没有一点批评，不要试着提高或者改变别人，需要改变的是自己。

Just for today I will be agreeable. I will look as well as I can, dress becomingly, talk low, act courteously, criticize not one bit, and try not to improve or regulate anybody but myself.

youdao