我感到内心空虚。

I feel empty.

youdao

但现在我感到内心空虚，因为我一生最想往的事情是我不能成功的事。

But now I feel empty in my heart, because what I want to do most in life is the thing that I can't succeed.

youdao

但现在我感到内心空虚，因为我一生最想往的事情是我不能成功的事。

But now I feel such emptiness within, for the thing that I want most in life's the thing that I can't win.

youdao