别让我强迫自己，以委靡的精神，来准备一个对你不够虔诚的礼拜。

Let me not force my flagging spirit into a poor preparation for thy worship.

youdao

亲爱的孩子，我告诉你，你要打开心扉接受神所赐的苦药，这比仅有情感和虔诚，对你更为有益。

I tell thee, dear child, open thy heart to the pain, and it will do thee more good than if thou wert full of feeling and devoutness .

youdao