我真的害怕这一切——不是因为我自己不能奋斗无法为自己谋得一个职位，而是这让我恐惧而厌恶。

I am really frightened of all this - not that I can't fight and get a position for myself, but it makes me sick with fear.

youdao

我知道离开这个平台会让你们感到害怕，你们即将踏入的社会的经济形势也不乐观，我知道这一切。

I know it's daunting. It's not a great economy to be walking off this stage into. I know all this.

youdao

当我再回想起这一切，我仍然觉得很害怕，要是那关键时刻他们没回来呢？

It still scares me when I think about what could have happened if they hadn't had come home at that very moment.

youdao