虽然我也笑了，但我却不敢去想那些本来可能会发生的事情。

But although I laughed I couldn't bear to think about what could have happened.

youdao

我只能看见你们的照片，但看到了真实的你们，我却不敢去和你们打招呼。

I can only see your photos, but seeing the real you, and you I do not dare say hello.

youdao

班里诸多缺席者常常是刻意回避那些无聊的讲座，我却不敢自作主张的免除听课的责任。

Unlike many absentees in my class who often abstained from attending the boring lectures, I dare not absolve myself from this responsibility.

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