实际上，它也许会大大减缓XM，因此我决定不那样做。

In practice, it may slow down XM dramatically, so I decided not to do it.

youdao

当然，我也许会再有机会穿制服，但是我决定要感谢还有人要我穿制服，所以就接受了安排。

Of course, I may get to wear one again but I decided I should be thankful that there are people who want me to wear a uniform so I went forth with it.

youdao

Well,you might have thought we answer that by asking Am I still alive?

你也许会通过思考，我是否还活着来决定答案？

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