他不相信我，我甚至也不相信自己。

He didn't believe me and I didn't even believe myself.

youdao

我对自己的期望也更高。但是相信我，我能做的我都做了。

I am still expecting more from me as well. But believe me, I do everything I can do.

youdao

没关系，其实我也不大相信我自己。

That is ok, I don't really believe myself either.

youdao

So you ask yourself, "Do I believe that meeting's going to take place without me?"

你问自己，我相信那场会,在我不在的时候也会举行吗“

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