尽管这个问题现在看上去还控制得很好，而在一段时间以前，他还不知道情况是否能在控制中，我的病人告诉我他自己现在非常需要安慰。

Though it now seems well-controlled, for a period of time before he knew whether or not it would be, my patient told me he found himself in great need of comfort.

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但是现在看来他甚至都不知道我的存在。

And now, it seems that He was not even aware that I existed.

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我不知道我的眼睛有没有在看路，但我看到了一辆白色的货车。

I don't know which way my eyes were looking but I did see the white van.

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There's a sense that in this memory the poet somehow saw the name-- presumably, I suppose, saw it on a signboard in the station, as you roll into the station and you see where you are.

在这种记忆中诗人不知怎么地-,我猜想他在看这个题目的时候，是在火车站的布告板上看到的，当你们涌进火车站看自己在哪的时候。

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