我一直在注视它们。

I have been watching them.

youdao

还有我的外祖母，虽然她已经离开了我们，但是我知道，她一直在注视着我，和造就了我的家庭的亲人们一起注视着我。

And while she's no longer with us, I know my grandm other is watching, along with the family that made me who I am.

youdao

我一直在背后注视她，拥有她，当然，是以我自己的一种扭曲的方式。

But no, she's no longer here anymore. I had to, I had no choice.

youdao