有时，我会觉得一次看到了所有的美，多得让我的心无力承受，像一个即将爆炸的气球……那时，我会记起要放松，停止无谓的坚持，然后美就像雨水一样穿过我的周身。

And then I remember to relax, and stop trying to hold on to it, and then it flows through me like rain and I can't feel anything but gratitude for every single moment of my stupid little life…

youdao

心搏无力，心律不齐。

The heartbeat was feeble and irregular.

《牛津词典》

那份无力和渺小，我的心，一片灰暗。

That is incapable and is tiny, my heart, a gloominess.

youdao