尽管我知道我必须掩盖自己的情感，永远不允许自己有所希冀，但我也清楚只要我的身体中一息尚存，我就会永远爱他。

And although I knew I must hide my feelings, must never allow myself to hope, I also knew that while there was breath in my body, I would always love him.

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她解释说：“尽管我非常爱他，可是同一个不快乐的人做夫妻真不是件容易的事情。”

"Much as I loved him," she explained, "it wasn't easy being married to someone so unhappy."

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