对童年的回忆在天马行空的幻想下已经变的荒诞和失去原有的意义，没有喜悦悲伤或惊恐，所有情绪都消失和融化在淡远宁静的心境中。

Retrospection of childhood in the idle fantasy has lost its original meaning and become absurd. No joy or sadness or panic. All these feelings have disappeared and dissolved in peace and tranquility.

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