明明很在乎，却装作无所谓。

Actually very CARES about, but still pretend not to matter.

youdao

我还踮着脚思念，我还任记忆盘旋，我还闭着眼流泪，我还装作无所谓，我好想你，好想你，却欺骗自己。

I tiptoed to miss, I also allow memory overhead, I shut eyes, tears, I pretended to be indifferent, I miss you, miss you, deceive themselves.

youdao