我其实非常害怕，但又不得不有意识地控制住自己。

Part of me was very frightened and I consciously had to get a grip on myself.

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“其实，”后来她对科林说，“我控制不住自己。”

"But," she said afterward to Colin, "I couldn't stop myself."

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其实与我相伴漂流生命中每一个过程的，只有我自己。

In fact, drifting with my life accompanied by a process of each, and only myself.

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But I guess Locke would be against suicide, and that's still my own consent. I agree by taking my life.

但我估计洛克会反对自杀，其实自杀同样是出于自己意愿，我同意放弃自己生命。

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I, personally and one, has to actively, every single day and throughout the day, be like,

我个人，其实任何人都必须积极过好每一天，然后对自己说

我的理想是 - SpeakingMax英语口语达人

So, you know, you can start writing your own kind of, Miss Manners book, if you like, I mean, are what are good programming, you know-- I wonder what you'd call them, John, good programming hygiene?

因此，你知道，你现在可以开始写,自己的女士礼仪书籍之类的东西了，如果你喜欢我这么说的话，其实我的意思是，写一些关于优秀编程习惯的东西？

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