我知道，怀疑和惶恐都是没有用的，回首之余，我抬起头，才发现一切猥琐和胆怯都被自己踩在了脚下。

I understand that suspicion and fear are of no use; and in retrospecting and reviewing the past, I look up just to find that I have trampled under my feet all indecency and cowardice.

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我知道，怀疑和惶恐都是没有用的，回首之余，我抬起头，才发现一切猥琐和胆怯都被自己踩在了脚下。

I understand that suspicion and fear are of no use; and in retrospecting and reviewing the past, I look up just to find that I have trampled under my feet all indecency and cowardice.

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