I can't say exactly when the realization hit me, but I do know that I got to the point where I could no longer live without facing my truth.

很难说具体是那一天我突然有了这样的领悟，但我知道的是我已经无法再回避那个真实的自己。

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Then doubt would no longer be an obstacle, but a door to realization, and whenever doubt appeared in the mind, a seeker would welcome it as a means of going deeper into the truth.

到时，怀疑将不再是障碍，而是觉悟之门，每当怀疑在心中涌现时，修行者会欢迎它，视为深入真理的工具。

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Then doubt would no longer be an obstacle, but a door to realization, and whenever doubt appeared in the mind, a seeker would welcome it as a means of going deeper into the truth.

到时，怀疑将不再是障碍，而是觉悟之门，每当怀疑在心中涌现时，修行者会欢迎它，视为深入真理的工具。

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