I didn't really hate myself on graduation day, but I did replay that proclamation over and over again in my head.

其实，毕业那天我没有恨我自己，可我确实把当初的话在脑子里回放了一遍又一遍。

youdao

If I had gone for love o 'you, if I had ever sincerely loved you, if I loved you still, I should not so loathe and hate myself for my weakness as I do now!

假如我是为了爱你而来的，假如我还在爱着你，我就不会像我现在这样讨厌自己，恨自己的软弱了！

youdao

If I had gone for love o 'you, if I had ever sincerely loved you, if I loved you still, I should not so loathe and hate myself for my weakness as I do now!

假如我是为了爱你而来的，假如我还在爱着你，我就不会像我现在这样讨厌自己，恨自己的软弱了！

youdao