我恨自己，恨自己的生活，因为这不是自我真实的反应，我生活在伪装中，这是我真正痛苦的根源。
I hated my life because it was not a reflection of my true self. I was living a lie and that was why I was miserable.
我和死老头子之间彼此没有什么感觉，这不是我们的选择，只不过是我们的生活方式。
We didn't choose to feel nothing for each other that is just the way we are.
这不是有点矛盾吗？这不仅让我开始思考生活中遇到的其他一些矛盾的事情。
Isn't that a bit of a contradiction? This got me thinking about all the other contradictions I've recently observed in life.
你们中许多人(因你们写信给我我认识了你们)有着象珠穆朗马峰一样高的抵押贷款要还，有孩子们要喂养，这不是容易的生活。
Many of you (I know because you email me) have mortgages the size of Everest and children to feed. This is not an easy life.
我长时间目睹了这样的生活方式，却也只是持续的得到了一些不起眼的作用效果，这不是一个完整的模型。
I saw life that way for a long time and kept getting mediocre results. It's a broken model.
我长时间目睹了这样的生活方式，却也只是持续的得到了一些不起眼的作用效果，这不是一个完整的模型。
I saw life that way for a long time and kept getting mediocre results.It's a broken model.
我和死老头子之间彼此没有什么感觉，这不是我们的选择，只不过是我们的生活方式。
[protester 3's wife]: We didn't choose to feel nothing for each other that is just the way we are.
五年！我得在这座监狱里呆五年！我能做的只有看书。这不是生活。我必须从这儿逃出去。
Five years! I must stay in this prison for five years! All I do is read. This is no life. I must get out of here.
内心的平静，知道自己在做什么，心怀感激我能降临到这个世界上是多大的运气，这不是一件事，这是一种生活态度。
Being at peace with myself, just knowing that I am doing, thinking how lucky I am for the incredible bounty I was born into... it's not one thing, it's an attitude.
这不是童话，然而是我双再生活的真实写照，我把它留在故事开头的地方，这样或许我还能为人所知。
This is not a fairy tale, but the true history of my double life, left behind where it all began, in case I may be found again.
但如果这不是我想要的呢？我是说，如果我不想要过你这样的生活呢？
But what if this isn't what I want? I mean, what if I don't wanna live the way you live?
要接受竞争，我们生活在一个竞争的世界里，这不是去接受一个人为的规则，这就是我反对的原因。
To accept competition - and we live for competition - it is not to accept artificial rules and that is why I am against it.
这不是我第一次、而且也不会是我最后一次同现实生活中的失望作斗争。
It was not my first struggle with the disappointment of reality and it would not be my last.
可是每次时机降临的时分，我又惧怕本人真的嫁不进来……这不是小说，这是理想生活的严酷写照。
But each time when the chance comes, I again afraid oneself really unmarriageable... this isn "t a novel, this is real life cruelty of portraiture."
可是每次时机降临的时分，我又惧怕本人真的嫁不进来……这不是小说，这是理想生活的严酷写照。
But each time when the chance comes, I again afraid oneself really unmarriageable... this isn "t a novel, this is real life cruelty of portraiture."
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