我的意思是想时机成熟了才对你们说而且用正确的方式，那样你才能理解。要不然你也不会独自待在后院了。

I guess I was hoping to tell you at just the right time and just the right way, so you'd understand and not end up out here on the deck all alone.

youdao

但我还是不明白师兄的意思，想着，我就是我，是你们不懂我不理解我。

I still didn't get what he said, thinking that I had my own thoughts that you didn't understand.

youdao

但我还是不明白师兄的意思，想着，我就是我，是你们不懂我不理解我。

I still didn't get what he said, thinking that I had my own thoughts that you didn't understand.

youdao