于是我晚上不再和朋友们泡在一起，我感到重获自由和乐趣，不再觉得孤单，笨拙和恐慌。

It was only when I'd dissect the evening with friends that I would again feel empowered and fun instead of lonely, awkward and panicked.

youdao

因为觉得中文不是很顺畅，翻译的时候加了些内容：一次偶然的机会我们结识了彼此，自那之后我便不再孤单。

We live far far away, right at both ends of the earth. we know eah other by accident, and from then on I never feel lonely again.

youdao

因为觉得中文不是很顺畅，翻译的时候加了些内容：一次偶然的机会我们结识了彼此，自那之后我便不再孤单。

We live far far away, right at both ends of the earth. we know eah other by accident, and from then on I never feel lonely again.

youdao