我这才知道她为我忍受着多大的痛苦，但是她从不让我看见她流泪，因为她不愿意我为自己感到难过。

Then I knew how much she suffered on my behalf. She had never let me see her tears, though, because she didn't want me to feel sorry for myself.

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她知道自己应当为媚兰感到难过，但是无论如何也挤不出来一丝温暖的同情来。

She knew she should feel sorry for Melanie, but somehow she could not muster a spark of sympathy.

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她知道自己应当为媚兰感到难过，但是无论如何也挤不出来一丝温暖的同情来。

She knew she should feel sorry for Melanie, but somehow she could not muster a spark of sympathy.

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