Only to do so, I would have to admit to having done this terrible thing.

只有这样做，我才会觉得这件倒霉事解决了。

youdao

So I have been having no despair, only to you.

所以我一直没有绝望，只有对你。

youdao

So I have been having no despair, only to you.

所以我一直没有绝望，只有对你。

youdao