涐尝试过去改，试着去把心放宽。

I attempt change, try to go the heart relaxation.

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当时我心一横，“反正现在再改也来不及了！”

Well, I thought, "It is too late to change."

youdao

当时我心一横，“反正现在再改也来不及了！”

Well, I thought, "It is too late to change."

youdao