每次看到镜子里的自己，我都觉得厌恶。

Every time I looked in the mirror I was disgusted.

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不过最令人厌恶的是我自己的存在。

The most loathsome thing of all, however, was my own existence.

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我感到自己样子丑陋或令人厌恶。

I believe that I look ugly.

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我厌恶“杀”这个字眼，并且真的很生自己的气。

I hate that word, and I am so mad at myself right now.

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济南的天气变得很快，不给人适应的时间，还好我的生活朝九晚五，虽然厌恶，却觉得安全，没有变化，知道明天自己会做什么，不迷茫。

Dear God:I know that he's out there. The one I'm suppose to share my whole life with. And in time , you will show him to me.

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济南的天气变得很快，不给人适应的时间，还好我的生活朝九晚五，虽然厌恶，却觉得安全，没有变化，知道明天自己会做什么，不迷茫。

Dear God:I know that he's out there. The one I'm suppose to share my whole life with. And in time , you will show him to me.

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