We're told later that he stops sleeping with her because he just can't get it out of his mind. He'd rather sit and wonder.

我们之后直到了他不再和她睡觉因为,他无法摆脱自己奇怪的想法，他宁愿坐着瞎想。

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And so you know that if only you were to read these things in the envelope, you would change your mind and no longer want to go out with her.

所以你知道,只要你看了信封里的内容，你会改变主意,不再想和她约会。

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