He says, "Therefore, don't be like me without the memory of that illusion.

他说：“因此不要像我一样失去了对自由的幻想。

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It's an illusion,or a delusion,but he didn't really have the genuine memory.

是幻觉，或者错觉，他没有真正的记忆。

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