We might be able to understand some of the weird, anxious energy behind this stanza if we think of the phrase that Milton uses here: the phrase "Infant God."

如果我们想一下这些句子，也许能够明白，这一段中古怪和焦急的心情,弥尔顿在这用到“圣婴“这个词语“

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If you can feel the force of that thought, then you're seeing how the question Will I survive?

如果你能感觉到这想法的力量，那你就能明白我是否依然生存这个问题？

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If it's not obvious, I think this is the kind of thing you should fill in the blanks when you go home.

如果不能一眼看明白,我觉得这就是,应该在课下查漏补缺的地方

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