He considered killing himself.

VOA: special.2010.05.30

And proceeds to do the only thing he can do to defend himself against Hal, which is shut down the program, basically killing-- if we can talk that way--killing Hal.

而他唯一,能使让哈尔不伤害到自己的举措,就是关闭该程序,基本上也就是杀死,如果我们可以那样表达的话,杀死哈尔

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Instead,Balawi blew himself up at the meeting,killing seven agents of the Central Intelligence Agency and a Jordanian intelligence officer.

VOA: standard.2010.01.09

A suicide bomber blew himself up inside the main office of the United Nations World Food Program in Islamabad last week, killing five employees of the agency.

VOA: standard.2009.10.11