Isn't it "anything father,further"? The idea! I married your mother because I wanted children.

VOA: special.2009.07.19

I wanted to go back and leer at my strange Dickensian mother in the hash joint. I tingled all over from head to foot.

这时的我已经有些神志不清，真想回去看看,小饭馆里奇怪的幽灵一般的母亲。

耶鲁公开课 - 1945年后的美国小说课程节选