He considered killing himself.

VOA: special.2010.05.30

Instead,Balawi blew himself up at the meeting,killing seven agents of the Central Intelligence Agency and a Jordanian intelligence officer.

VOA: standard.2010.01.09

A suicide bomber blew himself up inside the main office of the United Nations World Food Program in Islamabad last week, killing five employees of the agency.

VOA: standard.2009.10.11