What Buddy does, in this passage, is set up this opposition between his own reading of his story and Zooey's.

巴蒂所做的，在这个片段里，就是提出,他对自己故事的理解和左伊的之间的矛盾。

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Victor Frankl Instead after especially reading about paradoxical intentions by Victor Frankl, I started to give myself the permission to be human.

但在读过,有关“矛盾意向“的阐述后，我开始准许自己为人。

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So paradoxically, they learn that they have moral autonomy.

看似矛盾，他们发现自己对道德有控制力。

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Again, this is just his personal ambivalence about who he was, and his uncertainty about the role that he had in his own family So, this was a play-acting that was part of his life.

这也表明他对自己的身份的矛盾,以及自己在家庭中的角色的不确定,所以,这种角色扮演成为他生活的一部分

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