So, he finally realizes that Sal actually has a specific love for him, not caring about him somehow in principle, which is the way of course that Dean cares.

所以最后他了解到萨尔对自己有真正爱的付出，原则上是不能在乎的，但迪安当然很在乎。

耶鲁公开课 - 1945年后的美国小说课程节选

He holds in dream the possibility ; of satisfied desire, possession of the beloved; meaning specifically physical possession of her, which would be an apocalyptic event, the end of time and times.

在梦里他坚信欲望实现的可能性,和对被爱的人的占有;,这里具体指身体上的占有，是有警示性的，警示时间和年代的结束。

耶鲁公开课 - 现代诗歌课程节选