I had made him know that I felt he was cruel and I had done it without his punishing me.

同时，我让他感到了自己的残忍,对此他无能为力。

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This sheer powerlessness about this central fact " about the nature of my existence " is an extra insult added to the injury."

这种纯粹的无能为力,“无力左右我的存在,“就是受伤之后被加上的侮辱“

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