We're told later that he stops sleeping with her because he just can't get it out of his mind. He'd rather sit and wonder.

我们之后直到了他不再和她睡觉因为,他无法摆脱自己奇怪的想法，他宁愿坐着瞎想。

耶鲁公开课 - 1945年后的美国小说课程节选

This left him in a depression for five years, but at age 25, what helped lift him out of this depression is that he met Harriet Taylor.

之后的五年一直陷于抑郁，但二十五岁时，他遇到了海利特·泰勒，从此摆脱抑郁。

耶鲁公开课 - 公正课程节选