I never let myself get too happy because I fear an equal and opposite state of sadness and misery.

我从不允许自己过分快乐。因为我担心为此付出同样的悲伤和难过。

youdao

I never let myself get too happy because I fear an equal and opposite state of sadness and misery.

我从不允许自己过分快乐。因为我担心为此付出同样的悲伤和难过。

youdao