I am living in hell with this secret in my mind, maybe I should try to put it into a tree hole post and give myself a break.

脑子里藏着这个秘密，我每天都在受煎熬。或许我应该去发个树洞帖，也好让自己松口气。

youdao

I have searched my mind in vain for a polite way to tell that reader to go to hell.

我白白的绞尽脑法想找到一个礼貌的说法，告诉这位读者，让他见鬼去吧！

youdao

I have searched my mind in vain for a polite way to tell that reader to go to hell.

我白白的绞尽脑法想找到一个礼貌的说法，告诉这位读者，让他见鬼去吧！

youdao