When I was younger I started out trying to uphold an image. This image was one of perfection, intelligence, and in general just having everything together... all the time.
当我年轻的时候我尝试一种观点，这种观点是一种完美，智力，一般而言把一切聚集到一起……在所有时间。
I remember desperately wanting to hold on to this pattern, trying to savor the wakefulness when everything outside was quiet and dark.
我记得自己绝望的想去克服这种状态，为了多睡会，我对外界充耳不闻，让屋子里一团漆黑。
Obviously it was nerve-wracking, but I quickly just tried to drown everything else out and focus on my game, concentrating on trying to play to the best of my ability.
显然我有点紧张，但很快就集中到比赛中去了，能够在比赛中集中精力是我最大的能力。
I used to try everything at least once, just to see how it was like. But as I entered my teen years, I became wary of trying new things.
这个教训是在一段时间之后才知道的。过去，我常常把所有事情都尝试至少一遍，看看它看起来怎样。但是，当我步入青年时期，我变得害怕尝试新事物。
I remember sitting there afterwards just trying to take everything in - the whole thing was a real shock, but a great surprise.
我记得谈完之后我还坐在那里试图回忆刚才的事情。真是很惊讶。
It really endorsed everything that I was trying to achieve with my own work, but hadn't managed to.
这部电影认可了我正要通过自己的努力实现但尚未实现的一切。
It really endorsed everything that I was trying to achieve with my own work, but hadn't managed to.
这部电影认可了我正要通过自己的努力实现但尚未实现的一切。
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