我知道有些事已经改变，我从未有这样的感觉，我知道这是真的。

I know that something has changed, never felt this way, I know it for real.

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因此，要是这样的事真的发生，我已经经历过这种情况下死亡的痛苦。我选择了此后我乐观生活的方式。

So when it happened for real, I had gone through the agony of dying in these situations already and I picked the method in which I lived happily ever after.

youdao

因此，要是这样的事真的发生，我已经经历过这种情况下死亡的痛苦。我选择了此后我乐观生活的方式。

So when it happened for real, I had gone through the agony of dying in these situations already and I picked the method in which I lived happily ever after.

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