这是第一次我感觉到 我必须得以突破我自己往常的惯性，勉强被动的女性模式并决定我得代言我的祖国。

And it was the first time that I had that feeling that I had to step out of myself in my normal, reluctant female mode and decide that I had to speak on behalf of our country.

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这是第一次我感觉到 我必须得以突破我自己往常的惯性，勉强被动的女性模式并决定我得代言我的祖国。

And it was the first time that I had that feeling that I had to step out of myself in my normal, reluctant female mode and decide that I had to speak on behalf of our country.

youdao