即使在那时，我还摔过几次，但我把这看作是在增强自己的抗疼痛能力。
Even then I fell a few times, but I thought of it as building my pain threshold.
让情况变得更严重的是，我开始真的担心自己会受伤：我的左胫骨有疼痛，还有轻微的皮炎，这些开始影响我的跑步。
It was made harder too, as I was having my first real injury worries too: a sore left shin, as well as the delicate issue of chafing, which was affecting me for the first time.
或许我是累了，不想再让自己疼痛了。所以我把我的疼痛悄悄掩埋了。
Maybe I'm tired, don't want to let my pain. So I buried my pain.
或许我是累了，不想再让自己疼痛了。
我以前无法原谅自己，在无辜生命被野蛮夺去时是那么无能为力，我一度感到钻心的疼痛，我们每个人都会被这痛苦困。
I had never forgiven myself for Being human, for feeling the pain, which all of us have inside when life is taken without purpose, and without meaning.
我仍然对自己的身体和重度疼痛最近来许多伤痕，但我的心是洁净。
I still have many scars on my body and severe pain most days but my heart is cleansed.
我仍然对自己的身体和重度疼痛最近来许多伤痕，但我的心是洁净。
I still have many scars on my body and severe pain most days but my heart is cleansed.
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