我很害怕改变人生方向，害怕挑战灌输在我脑中的标准，更害怕这种去过我理想中的生活的想法。

I was scared of changing direction, scared of challenging what I had been taught to desire in life, and even more terrified by the idea of actually getting to live the life I dreamed about.

youdao

我很害怕改变人生方向，害怕挑战灌输在我脑中的标准，更害怕这种去过我理想中的生活的想法。

I was scared of changing direction, scared of challenging what I had been taught to desire in life, and even more terrified by the idea of actually getting to live the life I dreamed about.

youdao